AF?!

So I'm pretty sure AF is here after 5 days of spotting. This has me a little worried. I'm not sure it's normal to spot for that long before having AF, plus I don't know if spotting affects your LP. I won't be getting my BFP for my b-day/anniversary/Mother's Day, but I guess that's not the end of the world. On the up side, I only had a 30 day cycle! That's awesome! I hope the Vitex continues to work and maybe help me ovulate. I wish I knew for sure if I ovulate or not. I think I'll take things easy again this cycle, then if I'm still not pregnant next month, I'll get back to temping. Maybe one of these days I'll actually get cross-hairs on my chart. I'm cramping pretty bad right now, so I think I might go take a long hot bath and relax for awhile. On to the next month, I guess...

Baby Shower...

I went to a baby shower tonight for my friend, Allison, from work. It was a lot of fun to just hang out with the girls I work with outside of work. We went to Fudruckers. She got sooo much cute stuff! I went in with 2 other girls on her mattress, and I got her a little jumper that had turtles on it. She's having a little boy and naming him Noah. I can't wait to get to meet him! All the girls know we are trying, so they were talking about how they can't wait until I get pregnant so they can throw me a huge baby shower! It was really sweet! I had a good time.

I'm a little confused on whats going on with my cycle. I've been spotting for the last 3 days, and having cramps. I don't know if I'm starting AF or what. I really hope I am if I'm not pregnant because that would mean I only had like a 29 day cycle, which would be awesome! At the same time though, I'm kinda hoping it's implant bleeding, although in reality, I know that it's most likely not that. It would just be sooo awesome to find out on Mother's Day, that I'm gonna be a mom. Not to mention that it would also be my b-day that day too! And the next day is our anniversary! So, it would be like a triple gift! How much more perfect could you get? I can dream! *sigh* So, we wait some more.................